A few days ago, i was able to hold her again. 5 long months, and i was able to hear her sweet voice again. But alas, Mayet's debut is over. No more nightly practices, no more dancing. We go to different schools, heck, we don't even text anymore. I don't know what to feel. A few days ago i was in a state of euphoria, and now i'm feeling the total opposite. I need something to take my mind off her, but what? I can't play ball because of my recent injury. I can dance, but it won't last that long. I need something that'll last for hours and make me forget. I can't go back to drowning myself in video games, it'll ruin my grades (though my grades are a mess to begin with).
I know we are given problems for us to overcome and help us become stronger, but why do i feel weaker? Oh Life, your ways confuse me. Why can't it be just simply easy?
and now i'll leave you with a few lines from a poem i have just read.
I can no more hear Love's
Jose Garcia Villa
i can no more hear love's
voice. No more moves
the mouth of her. Birds
No more sing. Words
I speak return lonely.
Flowers i pick turn ghostly.
Fire that I burn glows
Pale. No more blows
The wind. Time tells
No more truth. Bells
Ring no more in me.
I am all alone singly.
Lonely rests my head,
-O my God I am dead.
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